Well since my last post I’ve met the one who stood out. It turns out that like men from my past, he was looking for a sex partner not a life partner. He does respect my views though and we have decided to be platonic friends. He says “Hi” a couple of times a week and checks to see if I need anything. Although I didn’t get a “boyfriend”, I’m still a winner because I gained a good friend.
I met another possible and was honestly starting to believe he might be the real thing until yesterday. That’s when the “hard luck” story hit my e-mail. There was the plea for me to wire money, etc.,etc. When I stressed I have no money (I’m broke myself right now) then it was requests to sell assets, use credit cards and ask for loans. I repeated I have no assets to sell, I don’t have credit cards, and I can’t get a loan. Then of course there was name calling and questioning of my Christianity.
Let me say here, I thank God I was conned in the past. It has caused me to have a healthy dose of skepticism about men’s motives. I’m more cautious than in the past and don’t do foolish things. I got into lot’s of trouble in the past taking a check from a man and depositing it in my account. He said he wanted to help me out financially. We went grocery shopping and filled my pantries, refrigerator and freezer. I got a new coffee maker, household goods and paid bills. I bought my kids and I two new outfits each and gave him back $200. It was a great couple of days. On Monday he asked if he could drop me off at work and use the car to see some friends and run some errands. I said sure. When I got off work, he wasn’t there. I called around and nobody had seen him. I called home and found that he had gone back there and taken almost all the food we had bought. He never came back. Two weeks later I started getting bounced checks. The check he deposited into my account was stolen. I was questioned in connection with a conspiracy to commit check fraud investigation. I was cleared of conspiracy but I spent years paying back for that mistake.
I still have faith that there is at least one good man out there for me. I know that all men aren’t bad.